golden_freakster2005

Today is Thanksgiving, which means I get pie! My favorite things is always the desserts. I mean, who's isnt? I love sweets. I wasnt feeling too good so I've just been sitting down all day. I may have to get blood drawn, as I've been aneamic in the past multiple times. Nothing too special has happened today, so there isnt much to write about.

Today was the first time in four years that I've been to a gender therapist. My mom took me so we can see if I can get started on testosterone (T). The lady was very nice and accepting! However, as some of you may know, most testosterone is given through shots. I, however, have a huge needle phobia. I should probably mention that I'm transgender (Female to Male) and that I use he/him pronouns, however my gender expression is mainly gender neutral/feminine. I often get misgendered a lot, so while we were out today my mom got us haircuts!! I hadnt gotten one in over a year, so my hair had grown quite long and I was feeling super dysphoric. So yeah, I have a new haircut and I'm feeling super good about myself! I'm going to start a birth control soon to minimize my periods, so that's gonna help with my gender dysphoria a bit. I'm going to do some studying about DID tonight before I go to bed. I'm super interested in psychology, so I'm super fascinated by this disorder! If I say anything that comes off as offensive, please let me know. The last thing I want to be is disrespectful. Anyways, I'm going to sign off now. I hope you enjoyed reading my first blog!